these words are from the inside from the heart,
the heart that was once bright and happy. but to me the worse thing ever is holding something very strong from the out side the real life the life that makes you wanna die at times, but still death may not be different but scent of the past runs threw your veins threw your whole body system , but as im describing my whole feeling from the inside i rather have no feelings at all then i would been powerful like those actions movies with very strong woman but still have to go threw those days of emtional stress but not me _______..my teen age years everybody seees me as the pretty alondra or the smiley never hurt alondra but in the inside is an dark loney hurtful place that even you can bearly heal or touch it, it will be powerful & half & half healing to the soul , mind , heart,<|3
the heart that was once bright and happy. but to me the worse thing ever is holding something very strong from the out side the real life the life that makes you wanna die at times, but still death may not be different but scent of the past runs threw your veins threw your whole body system , but as im describing my whole feeling from the inside i rather have no feelings at all then i would been powerful like those actions movies with very strong woman but still have to go threw those days of emtional stress but not me _______..my teen age years everybody seees me as the pretty alondra or the smiley never hurt alondra but in the inside is an dark loney hurtful place that even you can bearly heal or touch it, it will be powerful & half & half healing to the soul , mind , heart,<|3